Day 30: A picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge.

Well I started my diet this past 30 days so it is nice to say that the first good think that started during this 30 day challenge to myself was me starting to lose the weight.

Another good think that has happened is that I have started to search for a new job, though I have not had any luck in finding a job outside of working retail, I have started the search and that is a step in the right direction.  So lets all keep our fingers crossed about the job search.

During this 30 days I made the 12th payment on my 5 year loan on my car.  I know I still have a long ways to go on paying it off but I have started to pay it off and I am 1/5 of the way done!!!!

I bought a couple of cute jackets for the fall season on clearance at work, don't know if me finding cute clothes is something that can be considered a good thing but I want it to be considered something good so I will count it as a good thing since it is another thing toward the finding of a job since they will make good business attire.

Lastly, I have made plans to go see my dad for the first time in over a month.  I should have gotten to see him right before this 30 day challenge started on his birthday July 13, but he did not make it home for his birthday but I have made the plans to go and see him in September since August in Back to School month in retail and I can not get off work just yet to go and see him.

Day 29: Who is you hero?

My mom's dad was my hero growing up, he was the one that taught me to fish, came to eat lunch with me while I was in school still.  He came many of times on my birthday while I was in elementary school to eat with me and I loved him for it.

You know that question if you could have dinner with anyone dead/alive who would it be? My answer would be him.  I would have a meal with him, maybe out on the fishing boat that we always fished on growing up, and now that meal would included me being able to drink now legally since he had a thing of letting us drink his Jack/Coke without caring that we were under the age of 12.

Yeah, my grandfather was my hero, a man who raised a kid who was not his own (I found this out after he died my freshman year of High School).  He raised my Uncle who was not his just like he was his own. 

Day 28: What stresses you out?

Working RETAIL, yep I get stressed out while I am at work, I am trying really hard to get out of working Retail, but it is harder than you think when the only experience you have is working retail.  No one seems to want to hire someone without any experience.

There have been times that customers stress me out so much that I have went into the bathroom at work and cried because I was that stressed.

Day 27: Photo of your city .

So, I don't live in a city, I live in a town.  Not a small town but still if I were to take a picture of it you would get a picture of the main road so that you can see the most of it, and personally I think that is boring.  I don't drive the 30 min to the largest city often enough for myself to get a picture of it for you all to see it.

Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.

My dream wedding is something small, just family and close friends.  I want a simple dress like this one on Davids Bridal (I could not seem to get the picture so click the link)

MY DRESS

I would give it the deep purple sash and get the bridesmaids dress to match that sash (just hope my sister will wear it).

I wedding would hopefully take place outside in the fall or spring (not to hot/not to cold) but there will be a back up indoor location for it it does rain.  I will have an indoor reception with dancing (I have been to a wedding reception where there was no dancing).

I have thought a lot about this and there are a few things that I may do to save money, one of my cousins had the food provided by the family and friends, this let them have an open bar instead of a huge catered meal.

But this is something that I have been lightly planning in my head since my cousins who are all older than me started to get married.

Day 25: Something you are looking forward to.

Personally since the announcement of LeakyCon 2013 I am looking forward to getting to go.  It has been over a year since I went in 2011 and I could not go this year as I was going to go on a family Cruise and that was where my money was going instead.  So I am really looking forward to going in 2013.

Day 24: Something you’ve learned.

I have this thing of trying to learn something new everyday and today I found out that if you hit a head of lettuce on the counter top you dislodge and break the stem (core) all at one time and can easily just pull it out and then you don't have to cut it out like I always do....

So, the things I learn while sitting at work in the break room waiting to eat a ham sandwich that they are giving us for lunch.

Day 23: Favorite Movies and TV Show.

I have lots of those, I love to watch CSI and NCIS (I love Abby) when I have time. I watch The Vampire Diaries like it is in my blood to watch and not miss.  I have to get my weekly dose of Damon each week and when it is not airing I sit there and wish that a new season has started so that I can try to decide who is better looking Stephan or Damon (though Damon always wins). Then lets not forget the girl who loves Doctor Who in me, I am really looking forward to the next season even though I am still in mourning of the loss of the 10th doctor.
Now during the summer I spend a lot of time watching USA Network since I love their shows during the summer, they have some great series.

Movies is not that much of a big deal, I will watch just about anything at least once, I LOVE the Harry Potter Movies (the 5th is where it started to get really good), but who does not love those.  Beyond that just about anything can be my favorite at some point in time.

Day 22: What do you want your future to be like?

I want to have a HAPPY future, I want to get married and have a kid or two.  Not a lot, but I also want it to be healthy.  I want to get the point that I am healthy, I do not want to have all the health problems that my family has had in the past.

Beyond that, I really do not know what I want for my future, I just know that I want to by Happy in it.

Day 21: Something you’re proud of

I am proud of the purchase of my first car by myself.  Saving for the down payment and making my monthly payments all by myself is great and makes me really excited to get in my car every time since I am the one who owns it.  Not my MOM and DAD but ME.

Day 20: Something you wonder “What if…?” about.

I wonder "What if" I had done better in school, got better grades went to a 4-year university or just finished college in general.  Would I have everything I want or would I be where I am now.

I also wonder "What if" I had never put on as much weight as I did.  Would I be happier in my life right now had I not put on all this weight, would I have fallen in love at some point.  Would it be easier to get out there and meet new people.

Day 19: Things you want to say to an ex

Though he was not an ex, there is one guy that I wish I had never said not to a date, and to signing my yearbook that year.  Yeah, he wanted to draw a Confederate Flag in my year book that year, but I wish that I had never told him no since that was really the last time we talked, we never talked the next few years of school.

So there you go, I lost a possibly great guy without really giving him a chance.

Day 18: Something you miss.

I miss Sugary drinks.  I started going without cokes at the beginning of the month and I already wish I could still have them.  I really do miss them.

Another thing I miss is High School.  You never would have thought that you would miss going to school 5 days a week and learning something.  Plus the time spent with my friends, I now really do not get to see those people who I saw all the time during school.

Lastly I miss being less over weight, this is one of the things I am taking care of right now and hope over the next year to have it completely under control or damn close.

Day 17: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs.

Always something fun

1. Dierks Bentley - Living Single
2. Katy Perry - I'm Still Breathing
3. Nickel Back - I Don't Have
4. Carrie Underwood - What can I say
5. Brad Paisley - She's Her Own Woman
6. Billy Currington - Time With You
7. The Pussycat Dolls - Flirt
8. Carrie Underwood - Good Girl
9. The Pussycat Dolls - How Many Times, How Many Lies
10. Billy Currington - When She Gets Close to Me

Day 16: Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it.

My body thoughts: Something that I never have anything to really say that is good.  I am over weight, something that I wish to change and something that is far on my list to change.

Back again to this picture from my family cruise this past summer.

Day 15: Death row meal.

EEEKS, what would I eat if I was fixing to be executed.  Since I live in Texas (we do have the death penalty) I think about it, not that I plan to do anything illegal to put me on death row, but to think of what some of the people on death row may ask for.

Choice One: Lobster Tail with lots of Coconut Shrimp since that is my favorite type of food. And for desert my sister made me a Margarita Cake for my birthday, I would have that again.

Choice Two: I want nothing but sweets, I am going to die anyways not have a dinner of nothing but Chocolate for my last meal.

So there we go most expensive meal that I do not have very often that I can think of and the meal that I never really get to eat because it is not a meal it is sweets and more sweets.

Day 14: A picture of you last year – how have you changed?

Taken last year around Christmas time.

I don't think much has changed since then.  my hair is longer but you can not tell the length anyways.  And I don't wear large flowery headbands in my hair though I did not then either, that was just taken because we thought it looked cool.  Maybe I should wear some.

Day 13: Goals

I have many of goals but for now I will just put in my main three goals here and then give you a link to my 101 in 1001 list.

1.  Lose the Weight, get down to a healthy weight for me.
2. Travel to Europe, see my moms family that lives there.
3. Get out of working in retail, find a full time job that will pay for me to go back to school.

THE LIST

Day 12: Something you don’t leave the house without

I can not live without three things:

Cell Phone - You never know when you are going to need to enter someone's cell number into your phone, if you will get in some trouble and need to call for help, look up directions or Google how to change your own tire.

Nook - While I am standing in line at the store to check out I can pull it out of my purse and read a few pages.

A bottle of Water - I am trying to cut cokes out of my daily routines so I like to carry around water to keep me from drinking cokes.

Day 11: A quote you love.

I have this goal to live by this quote by JK Rowling but sometimes it is just a little harder. but part of my going for my goals is doing this, sharing my goals and my progress towards them.